"FeeL LoNely..."

My self....

feel lonely & makes me so fragile in facing this feel...

sometimes, i ever felt somethin' desperate & short think...

maybe if i just life for me my self alone, i'll leave this case...

but i can't think me myself, i must keep the others name of my shining...

yeah,,must survive & try to smile although my heart's aching...

none know it & can share it...

sometimes,i can't judge n tell what i think...

this case,this place & this preasure makes be different one...

if not because of i've done the choices so i'll leave this...

yappp,, between changes & chances...

moreover,i'll try doing my bestest but there's other bad pointfinger lookat me...

i hate...so hate....

if i can choose, let me be the more bestest one...

more nice in chances & be a winner in every length of my space-life...

i hate loser n i don't wanna be loser...

i know everything gonna be changed & i just wanna chance that i can show that i can do my best...

that whatever they think or tell about not syncronize words to me that's false...

God, let me be the special one wherever i'm...

this's not only about the steps but also about the mindset...

when i get down, don't let me down in the way that not for me...

look at me & tell me the way i must pass and make me be a winner...

world...world...world.... i wanna miracle...

i wanna achieve all my dream,,,

i wanna tell the world that i'm better n can be the best one....

i dont wanna be arrogant but

i just wanna get the highest place in everyheart that touching when face in to me...

Time....time...time.....

let u show that none can't judge n make me in under wayout..

let u show who i'm that i can do my bestest...

i'm not loser n dont wanna be loser...

i dont wanna be lonely anymore, i need more affection...

more love n more comfortable....

Hope...hope..hope....

Dream....dream...dream....

Love...love...love...

affection...attention...caring....lovely....friendship....

miracle...miracle...miracle....

this is me as i'm....

By : MJ