my mind...sayin'

wah,dah lama ga nulis di my blog...
pa kbr dirimu,,???
so mizzz u...


i don't know how to begin it... you know there's something wrong with my heart..
i can't tell it to another.. what must i tell when i feel that???
i don't know.. like the end of this bottom of heart, i can't make any progress,just some question in my mind??
is that?? how could??? is the a place 4 me???
although i never feel it, but now so difficult 4 me to make any suggest n guess that is it true or just my feel??
anybody wanna love n be loved..
but,in this case, that's difficult choices 4 me..
you know that i try to close but i confused...
there's a place in my heart n i know that's love...
this time,no reason 4 me to keep stay here..
although i say it but i'll go faraway this step...
so, why dont tell me the truth,
when i remember it thus, love isn't instant n it needs process..
first, i think it ussual but when i try close n more close,
i found the differences, something that i can't explain with my words...
something, that my heart beats.....
do you feel the same??? when i'm only dreamy...
why don't trust it,,, that's difficult...
when, i'll go from this place, may be to late for you say it...
n may be u can't face me again with all memorizes that ever felt...
no wonder, whatever i'll make it more differences n
this time, if there's no more time i'll save out it...
keep my mind, my heart n my beating for another purposes...